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Roleplay
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I wanna rp Marshall and sex
It's not a good mix really is it..?
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Panty And Stocking With Garterbelt
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I finished this series the other night.
/cries
Panty bABY
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- Name: Cody/Natasha
- Single or Taken: Uhm.. Does dating count?? I'm not sure what our relationship is pahah
- Sex: Bigender
- Birthday: 14th September
- Sign: Virgo
- Hair Color: Blonde
- Eye Color: blue, green and brown
- Height: 5'5
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bisexual
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• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Just cheep nice smalling stuff that's like £1
- What are you listening to right now?: I'm not
- Who is the last person that called you?: Mum
- How many buddies are online right now?: A lot
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• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
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- Animals: Panda, Red Panda, Deer, Fish, Snake and Tapir
- Color: Blue
- Drink: Dr.Pepper, Orange juice and tea
- Element: Water
- Food: Steak or olives
- Game: Animal Crossing, L4D, Assassin's Creed and Zelda
- Movie: Too many... I really love Sweeney Todd there is one of my many favourites
- Song: It changes. Right now it's pretty much all othe Studio Killers or Daft Punk's new albums
- Subjects In School: Art or resistant materials
- T.V. Series: Hannibal, Adventure Time and Regular Show
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• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Given Anyone A Bath?: Yes but It was my cousin? I was washing her hair.
- Smoked?: Nopey Nope
- Bungee Jumped?: Cringes at the thought
- Made Yourself Throw Up?: yes
- Skinny Dipped?: nope
- Ever Been In Love?: I wouln't say love...
- Made Yourself Cry To Get Out Of Trouble?: Probably
- Pictured Your Crush Naked?: Ahah. U stop that.
- Actually Seen Your Crush Naked?: No
- Cried When Someone Died?: Yes
- Lied: A lot
- Fallen For Your Best Friend?: I thought I did. But she/he is like my sister/brother, bro. You don't fuck family am I right?
- Used Someone?: Nope
- Done Something You Regret?: Of course
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• × • C U R R E N T • × •
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- Clothes: Blue The Midnight Beast pj bottoms and a bit grey shirt with sonic on it. YAY FOR PJ's
- Desktop Picture: Bravest Warriors
- CD In Player: I don't have one in there
- DVD In Player: Sherlock Holmes
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• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
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- You Touched: Idk
- Hugged: mum
- You kissed: mum
- You IMed: I don't even IMed
- Talk To Online: Elise, andrew and Jo
- You Sexed It Up With: Uhm no thnx I haven't even sexed it up before excuse u missy
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• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
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- Understanding?: Depends really but most of the time yes
- Open-minded?: Sometimes too much. Sometimes not at all. If that makes sense.
- Arrogant?: Yes
- Single or Taken: Uhm.. Does dating count?? I'm not sure what our relationship is pahah
- Sex: Bigender
- Birthday: 14th September
- Sign: Virgo
- Hair Color: Blonde
- Eye Color: blue, green and brown
- Height: 5'5
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bisexual
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• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Just cheep nice smalling stuff that's like £1
- What are you listening to right now?: I'm not
- Who is the last person that called you?: Mum
- How many buddies are online right now?: A lot
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• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
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- Animals: Panda, Red Panda, Deer, Fish, Snake and Tapir
- Color: Blue
- Drink: Dr.Pepper, Orange juice and tea
- Element: Water
- Food: Steak or olives
- Game: Animal Crossing, L4D, Assassin's Creed and Zelda
- Movie: Too many... I really love Sweeney Todd there is one of my many favourites
- Song: It changes. Right now it's pretty much all othe Studio Killers or Daft Punk's new albums
- Subjects In School: Art or resistant materials
- T.V. Series: Hannibal, Adventure Time and Regular Show
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• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Given Anyone A Bath?: Yes but It was my cousin? I was washing her hair.
- Smoked?: Nopey Nope
- Bungee Jumped?: Cringes at the thought
- Made Yourself Throw Up?: yes
- Skinny Dipped?: nope
- Ever Been In Love?: I wouln't say love...
- Made Yourself Cry To Get Out Of Trouble?: Probably
- Pictured Your Crush Naked?: Ahah. U stop that.
- Actually Seen Your Crush Naked?: No
- Cried When Someone Died?: Yes
- Lied: A lot
- Fallen For Your Best Friend?: I thought I did. But she/he is like my sister/brother, bro. You don't fuck family am I right?
- Used Someone?: Nope
- Done Something You Regret?: Of course
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• × • C U R R E N T • × •
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- Clothes: Blue The Midnight Beast pj bottoms and a bit grey shirt with sonic on it. YAY FOR PJ's
- Desktop Picture: Bravest Warriors
- CD In Player: I don't have one in there
- DVD In Player: Sherlock Holmes
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• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
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- You Touched: Idk
- Hugged: mum
- You kissed: mum
- You IMed: I don't even IMed
- Talk To Online: Elise, andrew and Jo
- You Sexed It Up With: Uhm no thnx I haven't even sexed it up before excuse u missy
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• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
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- Understanding?: Depends really but most of the time yes
- Open-minded?: Sometimes too much. Sometimes not at all. If that makes sense.
- Arrogant?: Yes
- Insecure?: It's like my main feeling
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- Random?: Can be random quite a lot but ay...
- Hungry?: Y esss
- Smart?: Pffftttttt
- Moody?: All the time
- Organized?: nOPE
- Shy?: With new people or people I hate
- Difficult?: Yes
- Bored Easily?: Depends
- Entertained Easily?: Oh God yes... It's terrible ahah
- Obsessed?: Of fiction characters how you make my heart go doki doki and make me obsess oh yess
- Lazy?: Yup
- Angry?: Yup
- Happy?: Not enough
- Hyper?: Yes
- Trusting?: Yes
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• × • R A N D O M • × •
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- In The Morning I: go on the laptop or get ready for school
- Love Is: eh idk
- I Dream About: Roleplay ideas, Being at conventions as an animator. All the good stuff.
- What Do You Notice First In The Sex You're Into: If they're a good person
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• × • W H O • × •
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- Makes You Laugh The Most: Many people ahah
- Makes You Smile: Many things as well as people
- Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Him/Her: Rezz /)U///w///U(\ She is such a cutie ahhh
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• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Sit On The Internet All Night Waiting For That Someone Special To IM You?: Sometimes
- Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex?: Daily
- Wish You Were Younger?: Sometimes
- Cry Because Someone Said Something To you?: Most of the time
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• × • N U M B E R • × •
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- Of Times I Have Had My Heart Broken?: over 10 times
- Of Guys I've Kissed: 3??? Idk maybe more but that's like dares 'n' stuff
- Of Girls I've Kissed: Not enough.
- Of Cd's I Own: w ell fuck
- Of Scars On My Body: sighs... Too many
- Hungry?: Y esss
- Smart?: Pffftttttt
- Moody?: All the time
- Organized?: nOPE
- Shy?: With new people or people I hate
- Difficult?: Yes
- Bored Easily?: Depends
- Entertained Easily?: Oh God yes... It's terrible ahah
- Obsessed?: Of fiction characters how you make my heart go doki doki and make me obsess oh yess
- Lazy?: Yup
- Angry?: Yup
- Happy?: Not enough
- Hyper?: Yes
- Trusting?: Yes
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• × • R A N D O M • × •
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- In The Morning I: go on the laptop or get ready for school
- Love Is: eh idk
- I Dream About: Roleplay ideas, Being at conventions as an animator. All the good stuff.
- What Do You Notice First In The Sex You're Into: If they're a good person
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• × • W H O • × •
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- Makes You Laugh The Most: Many people ahah
- Makes You Smile: Many things as well as people
- Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Him/Her: Rezz /)U///w///U(\ She is such a cutie ahhh
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• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Sit On The Internet All Night Waiting For That Someone Special To IM You?: Sometimes
- Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex?: Daily
- Wish You Were Younger?: Sometimes
- Cry Because Someone Said Something To you?: Most of the time
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• × • N U M B E R • × •
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- Of Times I Have Had My Heart Broken?: over 10 times
- Of Guys I've Kissed: 3??? Idk maybe more but that's like dares 'n' stuff
- Of Girls I've Kissed: Not enough.
- Of Cd's I Own: w ell fuck
- Of Scars On My Body: sighs... Too many
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I never really copy and paste these but holy shit this got to me. You never know who needs to read something like this. Someone who watches you or a close friend could be struggling and haven't told you. I beg you copy and paste this.
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this.
You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time.
A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She's screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that "Mommy is crying and sissy won't wake up."
Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what's going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying.
The next day at school, there's an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they've said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can't help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can't handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They're sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She's in shock. She can't believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad… Bad enough for you to end it. She can't cry, she can't feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out.
It's a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone's crying, your little brother still doesn't know you killed yourself, he's too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn't stop for days.
It's two years later. Most of the kids from school to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn't know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn't succeed like you did, but she tried…your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day.
People care.
You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don't just affect you. They affect everyone. Don't end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can't get better if you give up. I'm here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we've NEVER talked before,
I'm here for you.
♥ It hurts. Things do eventually get better. don't give up. ♥
Copy and paste this as your journal to show people there are people out there that care.
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